My Spring Break!

I had a very relaxing Spring Break. It was good. I was bumbed that we didn't get to go any where but as the days went by, I became more and more glad we didn't go. Ben and I did so much. Our tax money came in at just the right time. We went to Lawrence TWICE and we went to the zoo and I got to go shopping. How fun is that? Anywho, things have been looking up lately. I was just thinking that other day that I actually feel happy now. I thought I felt happy before after BT but then I realized that I had been that happy before. NOW I AM HAPPY. I think I finally understand when people say something feels foreign because I have never felt like this before and it IS foreign to me. I feel that the road that Ben and I are going to go down will be awesome and that things are good now. I have found myself thinking that I wouldn't change anything about today. I am enjoying life and finding freedom in knowing that kind of freedom. It feels weird but awesome at the same time.