I figured it out!

For some time now, I have been stressing out about what I should do with my life. I thought I knew but then it turned out that being a youth pastor wasn't right for me. That wasn't where my heart was comfortable. I knew that foster care was always an option but now I know that I don't think I could handle it. It would break my heart having to send the kids home to people I know don't love them the way they need to be loved. After going through PVL, I thought that I really should be a theropist. I wanted to help kids and their families. That never felt right either. I considered just being a mom. That made me feel too much like my mom, letting the man take care of me and that is not in my personallity at all. I am an independent woman and I really desire to contribute to society. I started feeling depressed again. I knew I wanted to do somehting but I couldn't "feel" anything. I made a pro con list and nothing fit. I talked to Ben about going to see a career counselor but then I got the idea to look for something online that would help push me in the right direction. I found this website that offeres a real career test. It helps identify your strengths and gives you teh possibilities of what you would be best suited for.After about an hour of taking this test, I got my results. It gave me three options and the first two where out of the question. I never could do them. One was working in health care and the other a teacher. The last one caught my eye though. I visited this option once but dismissed it really fast. I don't know why but I did. The results gave a very convincing argument as to why I should be this, and the more I thought about it, the more I felt like God was saying, "This is your gift to teh world." That is how I came to the conclusion that I am going to be a social worker. It fits right? After telling several close friends of this, they confirmed that they think it would be a really great thing I could do with my life. I have so many dreams with this too. I want to write laws to better protect foster kids rights and harsher laws for the parents. I want to be a voice to those who do not have one. I want to change the world one stuck person at a time. I am so excited about this. I can't even wait. It couldn't have come at a better time then this. I am really hating my job now. It isn't the same for some reason. I have started to dred going to work it makes it really hard on me. I now have something to look forward to and to work on. Feed back would be great. I would love to hear as to waht you all think about this step in my life. I value your opinions.